Reflections

Day 24 of the Great Lent. Mid-Lent. For God So Loved the World: St. John 7:14-15; 3:13-21

Twenty-four days. Half the fast is behind us. Half lies ahead. The midpoint is a strange place. And in the middle, the question that matters most is: why am I here?
Today the Church gives us the answer. Not in a command. In a sentence.

“For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son.”

That is why. That is why the fast exists. That is why the Cross is ahead. The fast does not save us. The Cross saves us. The fast prepares us to see the Cross. To understand what we are looking at when we arrive at Great Friday.

For our journey today:
– Read John 3:16 as though you have never read it before
– Let the fast point forward
– Come into the light
– Venerate the Cross

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Day 23 of the Great Lent. Come to Me and Rest. Matthew 11:28–30.
Twenty-three days of fasting. Some of us are exhausted. The fast has become a grind. The prayers have become a duty. The joy of the first week feels impossibly far away.
Christ says: Come to Me. All you who are exhausted. I will give you rest.
Not rest for your schedule. Rest for your souls. The deepest rest there is. The rest that comes when you stop trying to be God and let God be God.
St. Isaac the Syrian: the greatest obstacle to this rest is not laziness but pride. The proud person cannot rest because resting would mean admitting he is not in control.
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Day 22 of the Great Lent – Mark 12:35-44 “Two Small Coins”

Jesus sat opposite the treasury and watched. Not what people gave. How they gave.

The rich gave large amounts from their abundance. The widow dropped in two tiny coins. Her whole livelihood. Everything she had.

Jesus said: she gave more than all of them combined.

St. Ephrem the Syrian: the rich gave and went home to full tables. The widow gave and went home to nothing. The rich gave an amount. The widow gave herself.

Twenty-two days of fasting. What has your giving cost you?
Actions for today:
– Give something that costs us
– Examine the robe
– Let the gift be invisible
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Day 21 of the Great Lent – Knanayto Sunday – Matthew 15:21–31 – “Great Is Your Faith”

She was met with silence. Then apparent rejection. Then an insult. She kept asking.

Her prayer went from a full sentence to a half sentence to a single brilliant argument. The prayers in this series keep getting shorter. And they keep getting more powerful.

St. Ephrem the Syrian: Christ’s apparent rejection was not cruelty. It was the testing of a faith that needed to be shown. The diamond is tested by pressure. The gold by fire. Faith is the refusal to let go of God even when God seems to be pushing you away.

She held on. And Christ said the word He says to almost no one: great is your faith.
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Day 20 of the Great Lent – Mark 8:1-10 – Bring What You Have

Seven loaves for four thousand people. The ratio is absurd. Each person would get a crumb.
But Jesus does not ask whether it is enough. He asks what they have. And He works with that.
Moses had a staff. David had five stones. The widow had a handful of flour. Seven loaves is not enough. Bring them anyway.
Twenty days of fasting. The spiritual pantry feels bare. But Christ does not need your abundance. He needs your willingness to hand over the little you have.
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Day 19 of the Great Lent – Luke 18:9-17 – Seven Words
“God, be merciful to me, a sinner.”
The tax collector did not compare himself to anyone. He did not list his achievements. He did not file a spiritual performance review. He beat his breast and spoke seven words.
And those seven words had more power than the Pharisee’s entire prayer. Because they were honest. Because they were empty of self. Because they left room for God.
Today: pray the seven words. Stay there. Do not rush past them. In those seven words is everything you need to say to God.
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Day 18 of the Great Lent – The Child in the Centre – Mark 9:330-42
The disciples argued about who was greatest. Christ picked up a child.
“Whoever receives one of these little children in My name receives Me; and whoever receives Me, receives Him who sent Me.”
The invisible, overlooked, unimportant person is the meeting point between you and God. Christ hides Himself in the small.
The person who is new to fasting and struggling. The child who does not understand the service. The believer whose faith is fragile. Are we giving them cups of water? Or placing stumbling blocks?
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Day 17 of the Great Lent – Keep Your Lamps Burning – Luke 12:35–36
An oil lamp needs constant attention. Wick trimmed. Oil replenished. If you let it go, it dies.
Seventeen days into the fast. The initial energy has faded. The routines feel heavy. The temptation is to set down the lamp and close your eyes.

St. Ephrem warns that the most dangerous moment is not the first hour of waiting. It is the later hours. When the body is heavy and the master has still not come.
What spiritual practice has gone dim? The morning prayer? The evening examination? Today, do not add a new practice. Tend the one you already have. A dim lamp is still a lamp. It just needs tending.
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